Heartlessly

Stand out in crowd,
Most beautiful you,
False yet true,
I loved effortlessly.

We split and unite,
In our personal fight,
Over love and pride,
I argued uselessly.

A steel blade,
A diamond slate,
A heart like that,
I feared endlessly.

Your presence warm,
Kept me strong,
Under coldest storm,
I searched mindlessly.

You were away,
I lost my way,
No hope to stay,
I fell countlessly.

Nightmares end,
You came and went,
Embraced acceptance,
I slept hopelessly.

Time heals,
As time reels,
Out of grasp,
I aged listlessly.

End is near,
80th year,
Your memories flare,
I died senselessly.