Socially Awkward Girl

Behind the walls of suspicions,

She hides all her bizarre notions,

Alone in the fight against the world,

Survives daily, this socially awkward girl.

Generous at times for reasons trifle,

Or being heartless for motives nonsensical,

Earns my ire but to no avail,

Such are the whims of socially awkward girl.

In life she seeks simplicity,

To exist free of complexity,

Though feels she might seem unemotional,

These fears trouble the mind of socially awkward girl.

She wants to be this other person,

Darling to all, unknown to none,

Still she is alone more than usual,

She never wished to be a socially awkward girl.

I am beyond wit to explain it,

Why her silence pulls at me,

Rendering our conversations spatial,

I talk my brain away to the socially awkward girl.

More and more her mysteries entice me,

I strive to demystify what is beyond her eyes,

Unseemly though, this desire is insatiable,

She never seemed to me a socially awkward girl. 

This Moment

In my personal ability,
I intend to seek out beauty,
Beyond supeficial contemplation,
That evokes an appreciation,
For existense of this anomaly,
Your beautiful eccentricity,
Your overwhelming confusion,
Yet baffling conviction,
Like you are sure of wrong or right,
But it brings me such delight,
To unriddle your black and white,
And present to you in form extricate,
Only to surrender at this relisation,
My logic can never change your perception,
As I share my willingness to concede,
You confess you too agreed,
Although not sure on what point,
Making it a debate of different kind,
And we go about it in cricles,
Till I spot that spark ephemeral,
A manifestation of true beauty,
Unique to this personality,
Since I can't define the stimulus,
This reaction stays ambiguous,
Followed by an undefined flair,
I can see beauty everywhere,
From blemish on your skin,
To Tangles of your hair,
From fears of a girl,
To a woman's dare,
I find this beauty in you,
And I agree with you too,
I recognise fate's intent,
Though it was never meant to last,
We both deserved this moment.